Knows I speak my mind. I can't stand being fake and I hate watching people I care about getting pushed around or complain about others that they still try to so hard to be friends with.
I've always spoke my mind and stood up for myself. I don't need anyone to do it for me.
Anyways, I'm caught up in some immature mess. Blame myself for having such young immature friends. But it doesn't matter anymore, because I have stopped caring so much and just stepped out of a situation that is just too immature for me to handle.
I speak for myself, not for anyone else. I will not let anyone stop me from standing up for myself, just because they think it is the end of their life. Especially when my problems all started because of that person.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
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Deb
relax relax....
I realize I was a lot stronger in high school, because gossip was so ridiculous that time and I dealt with it. I think it makes a difference that I have true friends like you and linzhi who were always on my side and telling me the truth.
Who knew I would have to deal with it 6 years later? Only to have a backstabber pretending to be my friend but he's actually the one reinforcing others to think that way about me. What's sad is, I was never allowed to stand up for myself. I had to suck it up for his sake..so he could keep his friendships.
Anyhoo, I'm glad I got to find out earlier. It hurts a whole lot to realize the person you respected, trusted and cared most turned out to have cause most of your problems. I wish him all the best in finding his "Normal" true friends. Friends that he so badly wants to suck up to.
Don't let others make you feel like you're second best. You deserve to have true friends who really care about you. *big hugs*
Aww.. Doris! I'm sorry to hear about this! Don't you hate it when your life is in chaos because of one selfish person??
I'm glad you've made up your mind to exclude this person from your life from now onwards. Kudos to you for being able to come out of this stronger.. and I believe as the victor as well ;)
BOO to people who are selfish and go around back-stabbing others!
>=(
Yes twinny I totally Agreeeeeeeee...
cant wait to see u in less than 2 months NOw!! yayyeeee...
Lisha..hugs!! Ur the most awesomest cousin ever..now I really wish we got to spend more time with each other..we must plan out a time to make visits!!!! Good luck on Job hunting!or is there good news already? Aah i must check ur blog.
Anyways,it's hard to stay mad or hate....just learn from mistakes and be careful in who u trust.
Kevin told me tonight "learn to forgive..God forgave all of us" and I totally agree with him. Hating will just make us feel miserable. it takes up so much energy anyways.
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